enjoyed this holidays, even though its just 1 month, but yep, i met up with few people whom i never meet for years and great time of catch , talking about the past and definitely what's happening in our lives now. It just kept me thinking how we were in sec school and all, how naive i was, and it just make me laugh at what i did and do in the past. pretty silly though, but definitely, there's a reason for what i've gone through. I realise how much people has grown and so much changes had taken place, but still i love such days when we can really catch up even though we don't talk that often. i hope i'll meet up with the whole clique soon though!


spend time with my classmates, met up with D and S , Send Audrey off, and also shopping with denise and movie marathon at chu's!

school started, and assignments are packed like crazy, i only have 10days for first assignments for both modules. As what i've said, i just wanna plan my time well, and i don't wanna rush like how i use to, not panic but hand it all to God. Doing well is not just about the results i wanna get, but its all about bringing glory to God, so i really wanna do well, do my best, and not panic and rush last minute work!

Looking at the cross, and knowing where my victory is, knowing who I'm doing for, Knowing i'm not walking and fighting this battle myself. i just wanna carry on this battle no matter how tough it seems, i'm really thankful for a Daddy so encouraging and always walking with me the toughest time of my life, i just need the strength to carry on. (: who deserve the highest praise only You!
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! this kept me going on and on ! and i simply love this verse, look at the 10 fingers and it reminds you of this 10 words!

and sunday's cafe duty, is one of the most fun morning i've had, serving God with Joy, and i think it's well spent. i'm known as the coffee and tea girl for just one day! love the food and the fun we had!

and lastly, thankew small grp for the instax camera, i love it ! really thanks so so so much!

off to bed, and hope i'll dream about korea, haha toodles!

sorry for flooding the post, but i just wanna keep it in my blog, what i do and all. It's a form of diary a place where i and keep a record or even things i do and people i meet! (:


met up with the girls again this time round with syed along.Last wednesday! we had so called supper, yet it was only dessert at cafe cartel, this time round peiming drove! we chatted and enjoyed the cakes and all, its so worth it! talk about sec school, and somehow i miss everything in Prcs, miss those days we rush to the canteen, those days we chat in class. i miss how we study at fastfood restaurants , i miss those days where we had to loiter so carefully. love those days! with syed this time round, its super funny, and we just kept laughing at the small little things. hah, and candice said syed is her bf , that brings me back to sec school again! oh manzzzz. i miss my classroom and especially my classmates!

head over to changi for a while and all, because all of us don't wanna head home, nice. love the breeze and looking at planes flying pass us every few mins! syed is so good and recognising planes! head back home and all. and we gonna meet this week again! yay! and i'm sure only during holidays we can meet up and all. gonna miss you guys when i'm back to school!

for the rest of the days
 - i spend my days at town doing my hair with denise
 - went sentosa with classmates! (: nice
 - had 1990s + 1989 dinner! we played like the fruits game.

results was out, though i didn't do very very well, but i really thank God for all the grades and work . Without Him, i won't even have the strength to carry on, the encouragement when i needed most! All the praises goes to Him! (: . Thankew abba!

its great and i had fun this week! hopefully i get to meet up with people soon, especially vic , lem and sam!

haven't been really blogging. holidays are great, and i'm able to have enough rest! (:

met up with people whom i didn't meet for very long, and definitely spend time with my family!
finally met up with peiming, shalyn, and candice, but a girls picnic day! awesome, and candice drove us all the way to ecp, i think its super cute! met up with peiming and shalyn and we did the food and all, awesome manzzzz, love cooking together and all! we had fun discussing where to turn in and all, niceeeeee. we had salad, pasta, chicken, fishball! (:


its really a good time of catch up and all!

A really good testimony , how amazing God has changed her life, and how He actually save her through the 3 nights outside the sea, its totally amazing. Having Faith in God, in whatever situation you are in, 100% and not 90% faith. wow, i'm totally inspired by the whole story, when it seems so impossible, its nothing is impossible for God! Trust Him.

Stef, happy happy birthday here again! (:, what i wanna say its all written on the card, really thankew so much for this 1 year plus! a great leader, a great friend, a great sister in christ! thankew for always encouraging me, and making sure i'm alright and all! i still wanna go chinatown and shop with you!! soon right? (: , jiayou for your final project, do your best okay! don't stress yourself, because i know with God's strength you can do it! remember just like how you always encourage me, encourage yourself too! work hard and play hard, most importantly have good rest. and in 15 mins time i needa wake you up!

ITS OFFICALLY HOLIDAYS, i know this is abit lag back of time. but yeah no more P2, happy happy , 1 month i'm gonna enjoy like crazy!

forget to mention this , it was still during P2, and my two lovely girls, elaine and chu wanted to give me a surprise in school, but end up i didnt go! hahah really thankewwwwwwwwww girls, end up we met up, and gave myself a break for a few hours, ICC though there isn't watermelony. but still *thumbs up* love ice creammmmmmmm. i so wanna have my own ice cream parlour !

it made my day, definitely it did, we chatted for pretty long, and headed home!


spent first few days of my holidays with my family, pretty good, and i needa get new clothes for cousin's wedding. and still wondering if i should perm my hair. sighhh. pretty tough decision, still thinking!


oh, and i heard something pretty bad last night, i am worried for tomtom and his whole team. especially tom! i just couldn't believe he is getting all this when he did so much work, when he is the one sleeping for less than 3 hours a day, have training and work to cope with, and fainted during his training. ALL OF US SEES THE EFFORT HE PUT IN, yet he was being caught for plagarisim for the content in the website, and instructions were not given clear that the content was more important then the design, and DON:T BELIEVE HIM, YOU ALL NEVER SEE HOW MUCH HE WORK. oh manzzz, i just couldn't take it, and all of us really wanna help him, this poor boy. Trust God okay tom, we know, we believe you would be fine.

new sem in 1 months time, new start, new modules, new level ahead God, i wanna put my trust in You, going to the next level. pray like Jesus, pray like Jabez. calling on God.

better post before i don't have the time at all! hmm, again happy birthday chu! i don't know how many times i've wish you and definitely wish you through all means of communication! hope you did enjoy this very special day yeah.


The girl who i can talk to much with , spend random days with, really share so much things with one an another! who else but you huh! Thank God for you , who understands me, knows how i really feel sometimes, and always check on me if i'm okay and all! thanks for being understanding and encouraging me! It's really nice knowing you (:

really wanna thank you so much for always being there , sharing stuffs with me, talking to me, encouraging me. random days, random chats at starbucks, random ice cream days and dinners, wanton mee at far east. too many random stuffs, and i really enjoyed! one of my closest friend definitely, i've said what i wanna say already. but still wanna thank you here again! love you girl! and definitely more random days during holidays yeah? you are finally 19! haha!

Chewy's birthday bbq!
had fun taking ton of photo with classmates, at the end of the day, i was way too tired, because i woke up at like 8 plus am in the morning! laugh non-stop and eat , played , took photos. haha! Still chewy hope you enjoyed huh!

 

Thankewwwwwwwww girl for everything, the first ever friend in Tp, how funny is it when we are even from the same secondary school. you and i stays in simei wow, and to and fro from school together, random shopping trips, random late night messages from this crazy girl huh. love thrifting and shopping with you, sharing stuffs with you, cheap stuffs here we go kinda thing, the girl who goes crazy late at night. than sometimes goes into emo moodddd. you ah, cheer up, and don't get yourself depress over things you shouldn't okay! thankew for this 1 whole year in poly, and definitely a great friend! love youuuuuuuuuuuu (:


Lastly, really big thankyou to both of you!




Can't wait for P2 to be over.



Just wanna Be champions for God, call Him , Trust Him. I want to, hand all to Him, who else can i depend on ? Only God alone!
Guide me through this whole of 1 week,don't wanna be stress, but I just need strength from God. Go MELLY!

monday was well spent with audreydearest! its her birthday, even though we only went out for a while, i hope you did enjoy yourself  (: there's gonna be another outing sooooooooooon i hope hope hope!

headed to cityhall, get stuffs and had B &J ice cream. walked around and all. thanks for the japanese pancake! its your birthday , and you treated me instead huh!




HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! i know things weren't easy this whole year, things you have to go through and all, but i'm sure after what had happend you've grown and trust God even more, knowing He is in control, knowing He is there for you. (: I really wanna thank you for all the random chats on msn, random smses, random webcam sessions. its great knowing you, its about 2 years i guess, think back how we know each other, it was really unpredictable, and didn't even know you stay in the east. Those days in metro, how we even start talking, added on msn, continue meeting up, catching up and all. even though we don't really contact, but we still click well when we even meet!! Its only recently we really got closer and sharing joy and sorrows together!! thankewwwww for days when i'm down , for always encouraging me, i thank God for you, a good friend, a sister in christ! As you grow older, continue to walk with God even closer, and God has greater plans for you my dear! Remember to Trust God in everything you do!

webcams, sms-es, msn conver, meet up, ice cream date, talking till as late as 5am. awesome! love love love youuuuuuu!

a real busy week.

interim over, lots of consultations, and seriously tired. but had a good rest after thursday!

i love days like last fridays, a break from school, and just dinner together, and random chats. thank you guys!





sunday was spent lazing around at home, resting and all. spend time with my family. was eating dinner, i started eating first and ended up my brother finish it faster than me. hahah, he was laughing at me. i think he was way too bored today, and started coming into my room and disturb me. its been a long time he did that, reminds me of primary school and secondary days..  the always trying to irritate me brother. :)


service was great, and really thank God for the comfort, the tough week i had. Nothing else but only Him.

Positive and not negative. i want to trust God. yes i want to.

workshop was pretty dry, but did learn something though. shall wait for the files to be up online.

and i was pretty happy when i reach Icc today, i go crazy upon seeing the flavours on the board. :), and finally this time round , i met audrey! its been a long long long time, nong nong ago we met. this sweet girl, came all the way to Tp! sorry to keep you waiting.


isn't wall E cute too, hahah such a cute robot. esther showed it to meeeeeee from a forum - Credits.


time to sleep, and i can't wake up late! toodles people!

i thank God for everything, and Shape series is really awesome,


God use my hands and feet, use my mouth, use my actions, teach how to even serve you with what i have. Be it from the good to the bad i've gone through, without You , i'm nothing.

anyway, Happy national day people, though its pretty late. I really thank God for such a safe country, thank God for a family and a place for me to live in, and thank God for the blessings upon this nation. :), spend national day, at randy's place for dinner and caught Ndp together as a group, becky was trying to hype up the whole atmosphere, making us excited for Ndp. ahha! and we had fun play wii! :), still it seems like the controller is controlling me more than i control it. celebrated Hester's birthday, with ice creammmmmmm ! and we did say the pledge as a whole at 8.22pm, cool isn't it, but sadly, i didn't dress in red t-shirt on that very day. and while watch Ndp 09, it reminded me few years back when i was the performer.

spend monday in church, praying, and totally great, its more than what i expected, and God burn the desire, the passion to fight for you. tried udders, and the ice cream is really great. head home with peng, and our conversation go on and on and on, haha all about school work though and thanks so much for the encouraging words, and i'm sure you can do well , i can't wait to see your project, even though its next sem right! keep me updated okayyyyyyyyyyy! :) and i believe the whole conversation is from God. though i'm pretty worried about what's ahead, but still i want to trust God. yes who, still God!

what i'm going to go through or have been through , its what God has built in my life. it may seems difficult, but i just want to seek the God who overcame it all.

had a few webcam sessions with audreyyyyy,love webcaming with her, her random actions and expressions always make me laugh and finally this time round i'm gonna meet her!



toodlessssss.

okays, 2 events at one go tmr , and hope i'll be able to run here and there fast...

super tired, and sleeping soon i guess, school tmr. and i'm feeling the pressure though.

Lord take charge of it, i want to hand it all up.

sometimes i wonder, how this friendship could be so superficial, i didn't do anything wrong . its not as if i wasn't your friend anymore, i hate it when i'm being nice and this is what i get. When i'm sincerely concern, you all can treat it like i'm talking rubbish. its just a simple question, as a friend i just hope for a reply though. the worse thing is being ignored.i don't ask for anything back in return, i just wanna do what i can as a friend. i wonder, how this friendship is being build up, time? or is it a true friendship, understanding each other, being there for one another, accepting each other. but it seems like it isn't? it could just be broken just like this. i can't be bothered, and i seriously, i think this is gonna be the last time i'm gonna be upset over this, it has been months, and since no one care, i shouldn't put in so much effort to pull it back, when i was being ignored.

i'm not angry , just disappointed how this friendship is being built up. i wonder, is it that fragile?

anyway, i just saw an email from my angel, in my junk folder. which is 1 week ago. anyway, thanks angel for a random email! :)

from small to big, tiny to huge, wow, God is awesome, and i'm sure with God i can do all things yeah! :)

off to my crib, gonna have a great catch up tmr! byeeeeeeee :)

Ciao! come stai?

this weekend gonna be a time to rest before project 2 run towards me. okays, i'm not prepared, and definitely worried about it. don't know what's the grouping like, but i really pray God lead me and teach me how.

interface was really driving me crazy, and italian is finally over! i can throw it aside already. though its pretty difficult to catch up at first, but i ended up kinda enjoy it and at least i learn something different :)

haven't been spending alot of time blogging, and yes, neglecting this space. wouldnt want to go into further details though. pretty awesome, and current sermon series its totally great, S- H-A-P-E! and i wanna hear more. giving you my all, its more of you and less of me!

i really wanna thank God for the whole process of italian, that i'll be able to even pass the test! because without Him, i'm nothing.


okays, hopefully i'll be able to spend some time with my family before heading to church tmr. dim sum! can't wait. and can't wait for even being in church yoooo.

its been 2 years we've known each other and i really thank God for you , its really amazing how we even know each other. how random we can be on msn . and it just go on and on in our conversation.

and to my dearest audrey!, i'm really happy that we get to really contact now, and it cheers me up too ! i really hope things are getting better for you and hope to see you real soon yeah. Trust God! knowing He is always there for you, always and forever. and at least i know that you are trusting God with whatever you feel and also let God take control in what has happened, i'm sure its alright. and i'm sure we gonna meet this coming week okay! take care lovely!  see youuuuuuuuuuuuu. :)

Amazing Love, Amazing God, Amazing creator.
trust, know, believe, pray.thankful and greatful

the surprise on the friday afternoon, was pretty unexpected, recieved and sms while on the way to school, and i know. its gonna be some dirty, torturing session in the evening during small grp dinner. but , i did enjoyed myself, looking like some old woman, flour all over my body. haha! thankew my dearest small grp, and of course the 3 jonas brothers and chulien who planned all this.

me and wilson, look pretty stupid trying to find dharmen, and ended up they were late, how awesome, and we did the same thing to them. dharmen was so close but didn't get to find us. gather at mac, and the disaster come. knew it knew it, going physical, chase after 3 guys wasn't possible for me, i get flour all over my hair, clothes, and my face for the last thing.

from the waiting for 2 hours, to the chu trying to trick me, to the chasing and flour all over, to the mixture of veggies juice, to the residue of the juice on my hand. ended up taking a cab, and luckily i wasn't thrown out of the cab, because i really look like some mad woman. and recieved a styrofoam parrot, super cute! thanks!

spritual gifts, awesome sermon, how unique everything God has created. How amazing it is, how much details God creates on a snowflake, or even every single thing. just for us to enjoy, just for us to see. everything is just one of a kind, it looks the same but it is not the same. i give my all to You.

its toally awesome to see my dearest sister graduate from Nus. awesome family lunch before i head to science, its great spending time with them. thank God for such a wonderful family. :)

 The surprise was a success!, the whole surprise, was great, from the games to the food, to the song, to the dance, the decorations, the cake and the video. everythings was reallly good. and Ade i'm sure everything did make you feel really happy about it, and i'm sure it did. :) you have been a great leader, a mum , a friend, a sister, who cares about each one of us. when we wander around, you will always bring us back to the right track, its been a year, and i really thank you for everything. The 49 of us, gonna miss you for sure.  It's gonna be just 4 months!

It is the only photo i took with you, and it was almost 1 year ago, when went YI the first time. its great knowing you, and i wanna see you doing well in aussie, and glorify God with whatever you have!

Dear Lord, gonna hand Ade into your loving hands, Lord i pray whenever she's down, she's missing sg, missing Godchasers, You be with her , and encourage her, comfort her, fill her with peace and joy. Lord i pray she will even do well in her studies, and not worry about her results first, but when she do her best Lord you do the rest. Let her know you are in control with everything. Even subjects or modules she do not have confident in, I pray Lord you give her wisdom for that, nothing is impossible for God, and i'm sure with you Lord, Ade will do well and glorify your name! I pray for good time management, and a good job, that she would be able to cope with everything. Let her not lose focus on what she have to do, and let her be a salt and light in her school, and among her friends. I pray for friends who is gonna encourage her through her tough times, christians friends who is gonna give her Godly advice. I pray this 3 years would not just be another 3 years but there would be a breakthrough for her, and her relationship with you will even grow closer. Let her also do your will in aussie, because there's a purpose for her to be there, Guide her Lord. Lastly, i also pray that Lord you protect her all the time, be healthy, and safe everyday. In jesus name, i pray.  Amen.

Farewell Ade, our mother
here's to all the years we shared together
all the fun we had
you're such blessing
such a joy in our life
may the good Lord bless you
and may you be safe abroad.

All the best Ade! I'm gonna miss you!

come stai, comme ti chiami , Io ho 19 anni italian driving me nuts..

school offically started, homework rolling in, hah assignments piling up.

on the 2nd july, this kick my start of my birthday.  Buno complanano to myself. and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO ERIC CHUA! 


i was laughing the whole conversation, because i was surprise, that so many of them were there, thankewwwwww girls, and not the forget the phone calls, sms, msn, blogs , facebook and twitter. thanks people!

the cute denise send me a video, with a birthday song, oh man, thankew my lesbogaga. haha, thankfully there's you!

oh yeah the morning call was super shocked, thanks for the birthday song on the phone, and spamming my phone like mad when i'm already sleeping, thanks, really thankew!

in school, headed for sugarloaf, for lunch, with denise and porky! thanks both, for accompanying! :), chewy came late, and met up after that, thanks so much for cake and card, love you bestie huh, shopping mate also. thanks so much . and thanks all for the present, you know who you are!

it might not be a super big thing , but i'm happy to spend with my lovely family, for a dinner after a long day in school. we had waraku de pasta. yay, finally i get to try it, after how many times my sis told me how nice it is. awesome jap pizza, pasta, and the side dishes. :) it cheers me up, and mummy even though you won't see this, but your e greeting card, without fail every year you will send. love you mummy!

and Thank God for this day, Lord continue to mould me, show me, teach me, you will and not mine. :)

holidays have been awesome, jogging, stayovers, nice father's day, dinner , movie, and window shop.

i think its really good that i started kicking my ass to workout, and i find jogging isn't that bad though, with the company of friends! and today met up with peiming, and jog for like total 1 hour plus. say yay, we were really jogging slowly, and catching up with one another. oh man, i miss this girl, who i always talk to in prcs and its great knowing her, always encourage me and how random our chats would be. Thinking the same, laughing together totally awesome, and seriously, we should meet up often!


the whole of today was so interesting. when we started jogging and many insects started coming out. spider webs, some flies? , and even a mini look like snake, both of us were like so scare at a certain point of time we will start running faster. and when i even step on to a twit i was even afraid that it was some small creature instead. both of us had a interesting time jogging round and round and scarying ourselves. headed for my bubble tea and free fries huh! this is was even the best part, we sat down enjoying our food, and suddenly this cat, started running towards our direction. and  i was sitting there looking at it. laughing , and  both of us think that it was aiming our food. and while i was still laughing and peiming was standing a distance away, the cat jump up. wow, i started to feel scare, and both of us walkaway. haha and the cat followed peiming(maybe because she was holding the fries). totally cool. we run and laugh at each other. super funny. and drinking bubble tea reminds me of secondary school days. 
nostalgic.

reach home and had mum's awesome dinner!

thank you so much peiming, for even spending time with me, and extra week of holidays yeah, so maybe we should meet up for jogging again. miss you!

anyway, family day on sunday, was awesome, liang court, and my fav supermarket mediya! tried the intalian and jap restaurant! i should go there another day!

 

time to sleep and goodnight!

Philippians 4 : 6  (NIV)
⁶Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.


trusting. knowing You know it, knowing You are in control.
i'm not really worried , but just wondering. is it me? but yet i shouldn't bother about it anymore, stop thinking mel.

sometimes i hope people understand, and sometimes i hope i understand. i can't comprehend and i never will., haha, but God knows it all.

holidays started, totally awesome. had a stayover at becky's place ytd, had durian under some void deck at don't know what time. just wanted to accompany them, before the 4 of them head to sunway! we had a good time asking random questions and just talking. ended up sleeping on the floor at cheryl's room. hah, cute, and kinda miss all of them! send all of them to the coach and off i go to fight with the morning crowd.

i'm sure you guys must have bought lots of stuffs, see you girls on thursday, and thankewwww so much for a wonderful night to kick a start for my holidays!

steamboat @ jielong's place was really a good time, and we manage to dig out treasures. haha, wonderful night and ended up, changes buses and manage to get dad to pick me up at somewhere in the east. and jielong, hope you are doing fine inside, and i'm sure you do! (: see you in like another 1 week plus. thanks so much for the steamboat. Laugh, talk, eat, played with girl!

and know what, i'm meeting weng weng tmr, like finally! hah, its been a long time we 2 girls hangout together, and had like chats that seems like there's no tmr, lots of catch up with one another and i'm gonna see you soon!

know what, i finally kick my ass to workout, and it started today, i must continue on, like must must must !

its totally awesome, to be in church on a weekday, radical conference is totally awesome.

from the sermons, to pastor dave and pastor chris long, to shirelive band. The word of God is even more awesome, i felt so refresh, hearing what God has for us, What God wants us to do, What God has to say to each individual, i'm sure what we've learnt, and what God spoke, is totally different, and i'm sure everyone enjoyed!

God its yours and not mine, more of you and less of me.
all of my life i will stand,


its a new beginning for me , knowing You are still writing on my chapter, moulding me, changing me.
i want to be devoted to you.


and holidays is calling me, but i have two more work on hand. go mel!
its not just songs of worship, but the way how i live my life for You, my actions and words. God you deserve the highest praise!
i want to trust You! knowing you are always in control of every situation! God is awesome!

on this very day,



super hot weather, and i had this cup of mocha madness ice cream outside the shop.
i hear guitars strumming, i hear people singing , praising God.
had a short conversation, and how amazing ...

i made a new friend. interesting. isn't it? unexpected but yet... (:


And

i'm still craving for watermelony ice cream!